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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
i'll always be waiting for your answer.
12:00 PM everything just happened so fast and sudden. i really cant accept the fact. i really can't. althought today i tired to put up a strong front in front of pei shan, in the end i still broke down. she made me cried out. she want me to feel better. hmmm yes, i did feel better, but it's only at tat moment. after tat sadness filled me as it is. why! ='( i really don't know. i'm really shocked that it just ended like that. we haven't do wad we need to. we haven't go to the beach again, like we used to! we haven't catch a movie! we haven't sit down and have a good talk! i really miss the times we had together! those happy times. ='( everything just happened so fast. you can use your studies to make you move on. but it seems that i can't. i couldn't control myself, so i msg u, and said things like last time which it's not suppose to now? hais. i don't know what to do. why can you pretend till like nothing happened? you really don't feel anything? hais. i just want to tell you i love you again in front of you. why can't i even have the chance to say that even before this happened? i regretted that many things were left undone and unsaid. you haven't gave me wonderful memories that could last me a lifetime. everything had become a memory between you and me. when are we gonna meet together again? like what we believed in, will it happen? when will you find the meaning of love? will i still be the one? hais. everything is left unsaid and it's a mystery. if we were to be back again, i hope what you promise that day on msn, you will fulfil it. i am waiting for that day to come. no matter how long it takes, i am gonna wait till the day you find the meaning. i don't want to give up now, because i don't want to have any regrets. sigh.. i really don't want it to be just a memory.. i hope you get what i mean.. it doesn't matter how long it takes, be true to yourself and follow your heart. like what i believe in. " if you really love someone, you'll wait, no matter how long. " |
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