Friday, August 04, 2006
Will i have the chance? 10:05 AM

Hmm what you said make sense. Give you up and fall for you again, and start from scratch. But what i trying to say was, will i get this chance from you? You said all these, to make me feel a bit better? But i understand that no one knows the future, including you and me. So, remember what i told you just now. "Don't be afraid to show ur REAL feelings for that person. Make sure that the feeling you have is REAL. If you don't show, or tell, you might regret in the future."

Maybe now to me i'm already numb. Numb to all these? After so many obstacles, and this was the answer. I'm numb. I also need time to sort out my thoughts and have a rest too. Let's just make this time for us to think again bah. I'm really tired.

But like the song "Someones watching over me" by Hilary Duff,

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

I believe that i will make throught this period. Juggling with my studies, CCA, and my time with God. Maybe at times i will breakdown, but with the company of my friends, i believe i will make it throught. I must prove that i can still strive for the best.

As for those time i've wasted in the past few months, i will now work extra harder to go back to my own standard. I've really flunk quite a few of my subjects. I'm now awake, i won't make this mistake anymore. I want to aim for the best i can. I will try very hard.

* Thanks to Pei Shan and Qian Rong, for being with me no matter what happens. I LOVE BOTH OF YOU! Because of the both of your, your make me stronger than i was before. And that smile of mine is back. =D


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There She Goes - Sixpence None the Richer

All About Her

Serene Ng
Sweet Seventeen :)
Perfectionist
Loves to pose for Cam
Cheerful & crazy
Provoke & I'll bite
Respect me & I'll do the same

An ordinary girl living
on an extraordinary planet.
I may look fierce,
but I won't eat you up.
But pls don't flare me up,
cos it's REALLY scary.
You wouldn't want to see it.
I enjoy laughing, it's healthy.
I love and cherish myself.
I'm real, not plastic.
Real women are never perfect
& Perfect women are never real.
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Her Loves

GOD!
Daddy, Mummy, Johnson & Grace!
Faithful friends of mine!
Shopping!
Eating!
Get high with my girlfriends!

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