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Monday, October 30, 2006
Someone tell me what to do
9:06 AM It`s your day and i`m actually here . I`ve forgotten about it until you told me . I`m truely sorry . But you actually didn`t asked me today , till i msg you . This shows how much you care and concern hur . It simply goes to show that you have clean forgotten about my existence . Okay maybe i`m too crude . I shall rephrase it . It tells me that i`m not important . So all the while what you told me is just lies ugh ? Or say it for the sake of saying it ? Right now i`m here saying all these , feeling lost and don`t know what to do to salvage it , you`re there enjoying . What crap ! You don`t even reply my msges yesterday . Reply as and when you like is it ? What you take me for ? Your dog ? Wanna talk then talk hur ? Something unpleasant happened to me today . I wanted to talk to you , but thinking about what happened yesterday , it stops me . Can you tell me what is it now ugh ? When i put in effort , i see the efforts i put in down the drain . Can you feel it ugh ? I`m always the one taking initiative too , and i`m tired of it . Seriously sick and tired of it . I can simply see history repeating . The feeling now sucks big time alright . When you have a taste of it , you`ll understand how i feel now . Maybe , we`re not meant for each other . That`s what i can conclude . Like the test i took , you`re someone i like , but it won`t work . Now you get it ? Not i don`t want it to work , is you don`t put in effort too , get it ? I just don`t belong there . I wrote your name in the sky , but the wind blew it away . I wrote your name in the sand , but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart , thinking you will stay forever , but i`m wrong . |
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