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Saturday, February 03, 2007
12:46 PM I HATE FRIDAYS !!! This is definitely the FIRST time i`m saying I HATE FRIDAYS ! I used to LOVE FRIDAYS , but not now anymore . =( I`m feeling sick again . The virus is spreading everywhere and it`s like a damn cycle can . My dear Peishan is sick too , so sad . Hope she get well soon . Today is the worst day ever since the starting of the year . I`m having PMS and suay enough today i`m feeling sick today . What`s more early in the morning there are some people who are already irritating me , idiot . Then during morning assembly i got called out because there`s a meeting . It`s a crappy one . After that Huiyi and I had a talk . It`s really been some time since we last talked . We are so busy , hais . Lesson today was down right BORING . Maybe because I`m already not in the right mood since morning . My bad mood swing . Hais , today just seems very bad for me . Had a small misunderstanding between Jinyong and I after school . And i BURST . Immediately my mind just break down , like how the machines die out . I just stood there starring into the space . Feelings were mixed up and I just feel so abnormal . It`s not the usual me who loves to laugh and go crazy . It must have scared those who were there , like Dear , Qianrong , Peishan and Xiaoting . After a while of blankness , i just walked away and really wanted to have some quiet time . In the end Xiaoting and Wanting came and consoled me . Really thanks a lot to the both of them . Despite my stupid attitude , they still come and console me and even willing to just sit down at the stairs and keep me accompany although i`m quiet all the while . After some quiet time , i went back to the band room . Juniors came today and it was alright . I`ve got 3 wonderful juniors , and all 3 are BOYS . Kiat King must be on cloud nine , and he certainly do . I was feeling much better after Vivien came back . It`s really nice to see her . Her presence made me felt that i should really cheer up and move on . Thanks mummy . Sorry that i passed my virus to you too . Must take care okay ? The 3 juniors were great . They really did cooperate with me and did not give me any problems . Kind of like them actually , haha . Main band today was sucky to me . Don`t ask why , just felt that it sucks . It was better abit after the SLs talk with Mr Pan . Actually I felt very bad and very disappointed with myself . Don`t know why am I like this after the KL trip . Sometimes I really don`t feel like turning up for practice . Something just turns me off and I don`t feel as passionate as how I did in the past . I felt that I`m a bad leader of the band and I`m a failure . At that moment I just feel that I`m not suitable for this post . Hais . I pray hard that God will lead me through this period of time and really give me the strength and wisdom to lead the band with Mega and jinyong . Someone can you please slap me ? Hais . Shall stop here for now . All those emotional thing . Anyway , is it wrong to be emotional ? This is me , I can`t help it too . And I don`t know why to him , he thinks that i`m lying to him . I`m not faking it . I looked normal , but that doesn`t mean I`m alright . Hais , today is just a BAD DAY for me , i`ll MARK this day . |
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