Saturday, February 10, 2007
12:52 PM

It`s a sad and happy day .
Sad because I don`t get to see the
joyful expressions on my friends face .
Sad because I don`t know whether should
I be happy or not .
Sad because I didn`t get what I had targeted .
Happy because I still managed to get
an A for it .
Happy because I don`t have to worry
about it , and I can take higher mother tongue .

I`m actually in a dilemma .
I don`t know should I be happy or not .
I can`t celebrate with my friends ,
and i can`t share the joy with them .
It`s actually a pain .
Seeing them crying makes me felt even worse .

Overall , I guess i`m still not happy .
He actually tell straight in my face that it`s
nothing . FUCK . You know how sad and angry
I was ? He never once praised me .
I was hoping to see his happy reaction and
also thought that he will once praise me .
For what had happened today , i`ll remember it
till I lay in the coffin , FULLSTOP .
Sometimes I just HATE you to the core .

Forget about it , the battle has not finished .
It has just begun .


I`m really glad that I have you .
Thanks for cheering me up and being there
with me mentally even though you are far from me .
Your messages really touches me and made me feel so
much better . Love you Dear , muacks !

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The Lady In Love

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Music

There She Goes - Sixpence None the Richer

All About Her

Serene Ng
Sweet Seventeen :)
Perfectionist
Loves to pose for Cam
Cheerful & crazy
Provoke & I'll bite
Respect me & I'll do the same

An ordinary girl living
on an extraordinary planet.
I may look fierce,
but I won't eat you up.
But pls don't flare me up,
cos it's REALLY scary.
You wouldn't want to see it.
I enjoy laughing, it's healthy.
I love and cherish myself.
I'm real, not plastic.
Real women are never perfect
& Perfect women are never real.
:D


Her Loves

GOD!
Daddy, Mummy, Johnson & Grace!
Faithful friends of mine!
Shopping!
Eating!
Get high with my girlfriends!

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