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Monday, April 16, 2007
8:32 AM No mood for anything. Totally moodless. Today is a bad day for me. Hais. Freaking disappointed and angry with people. I just find that you people are hypocrites. You guys said that talking behind people's back and then later on still can talk to them and appear to be very good with them are called, HYPOCRITES. I just realised that you guys are HYPOCRITES too. You people only know how to criticize and make comments on people, but have your thought before that all that what your said has also applied on yourselves? Take today for example. I thought we were supposed to meet up to study. You told me you will call me, but i waited like since afternoon till now! After which i found out that you were at someone else's place, and with her. Why didn't you call me? Must you wait till i call you people? Then you guys will say, "OH, do you wanna come over?" I'm just disappointed. Not saying that i'm selfish or whatsoever. You can have your other friends too, but, at least give me a call and ask if i wanna go over not right? So what if i got church on Sundays? Does that stop me from joining you guys? I feel like you guys don't care for my feelings at all. Do your even treat me as your best friend, true friend? Sometimes i doubt so. Take an example. I was sick, and was absent from school. Did any of you even call me or give me a message asking what had happened to me? Am i alright? NO! I don't get any of that! It must always be me the one start to call you guys. Why can't your do it first? Do your even treat me as your friend? Don't talk about best friend, it's just normal friend. When one of you is sick, the first thing i do is sms you early in the morning, in the class. Risking myself, using handphone to sms you. Checking out are you alright, what had happened. I treated you as my best friend, i care for you! But i don't see your care for me as a friend. Many times when i'm seriously broken hearted, that unexplained feeling, that desperate and indescribable feelings, those painful thoughts, you just don't know who to turn to. Not even your closest friends at that point will do anything. It is not that I am trying to feign tough or anything like that, but when it's time like this, u just feel nobody in this world can ever understand you. You guys will think maybe i'm too sensitive, and too emotional. Let me tell you, i am. I'm a sensitive and emotional person. In my life, friends are important and hence, i will get upset because of all these. Frankly speaking, i can't leave without friends. They are the ones who will brighten up my life. To me, i only consider a few people as my best friends, because there are just too many people who can't be trusted and they are just so hypocrite. Please feel honored if i ever treat you as my best friend, because not everyone will have that chance. I hope everything happens for a reason, and God had plan it for me somehow. I guess this is just part of growing up then. |
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