Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered.

It is never easy when you always want to tell them something that you have kept in your heart for very long. Something seems to be holding you back. You are afraid that they might betray you or backstab you instead of sharing your problems, because you might not know that your enemy might be your closest friend. Even if you tell them already, on the surface, they will be putting up a 'show' telling you not to worry, and they don't mind. The truth is, they are now looking at you in a different view. Somehow sooner or later, they will despise you. You can't see it, but you can feel it. It is difficult to find someone who really treats you like how you treat them. Best friend? Hmmm, so what's your definition for 'best friend'? Have you ever been disappointed with your friends? Angry with them? Why in the first place did you ever made friends with them? To me, best friend is someone who really knows me inside-out. They will never hurt me and we will always spare a thought for each other. A person whom will always be there whenever I need, and the person whom I trust. There will never be betrayal and there is only loyalty. Aw, this sounds like a perfectionist ugh? Indeed, a perfectionist wants everything to be perfect. Friends are the most important creatures that will stick with you even when you lose your love ones. But, sometimes it is not the case. Not everything is like the fairy tale, happy ending. When you show them care and you expect the care from them, they might not shower you with that. They are selfish creatures too. They want everything to themselves. Time over time, there will be conflicts and those who learn from it grows and their friendship is stronger than ever. Those who don't, their friendship will crumble and that's the end, full stop. Sounds complicated ugh? From the word friend, I can link to so many things. Aw, what a post about friends. Shucks, time to stop this, if not it'll be never-ending.

881 is a hokkien movie to me. Most of the conversations are spoken in hokkien. The show is not bad actually. I love the songs sang by them. It is nice. As you see, I grew up listening to hokkien songs also, so more or less, I will appreciate it. What's more I'm a hokkien, haha. The ending is quite sad actually. I rate it 3.5/5. Those who hate getai, it is not worth watching. Hey, this doesn't mean I love getai, lol. I just appreciate them.

I love Jay Chou's Secret! I finally found the piano scores after searching it since yesterday. It is not very clear though, but I can try figuring it myself. :)