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Monday, January 21, 2008
7:27 AM "Totally fucked up." Today is a darn boring day for me. I'm totally pissed of with my mum too. & whenever I need you, you are always not here with me. It's really darn fucked up can. Another 31 days you'll be leaving already. & it'll be so much worse than now I think. All the vulgarities can just shoot out right now. ARRGH!!!  Took this picture yesterday at the library. Beautiful right? The actual one is nicer. Hais, how I wish I'd have all the time with you. It's always never enough, never. As the days get lesser to the day you're leaving, I'm getting more and more down, troubled, and bleak. I'm always holding back tears when I'm with you. Sometimes I would just cry quietly in my room at night. The feeling of loneliness just filled my heart whenever I think of you leaving my sight. I just hope the years will past smoothly, hopefully. You might think that I'm thinking too much or I'm just too sensitive, but I'm not. This is what I feel and I think there's nothing wrong to feel this way. I care for you, I love you, and that's why I'm behaving this way. Hais, may God lead us through this long period. Hopefully it won't be that bad, I pray hard. Aye, it's been a long time since I've post such moody post. I can say I'm feeling slightly better by a bit. I think we're getting our results this week. Hopefully mine would turn out to be fine. Mrs Khiu said, "Hope for the best, prepare for the worst". I totally agree. |
The Lady In Love  Music All About Her Sweet Seventeen :) Perfectionist Loves to pose for Cam Cheerful & crazy Provoke & I'll bite Respect me & I'll do the same An ordinary girl living on an extraordinary planet. I may look fierce, but I won't eat you up. But pls don't flare me up, cos it's REALLY scary. You wouldn't want to see it. I enjoy laughing, it's healthy. I love and cherish myself. I'm real, not plastic. Real women are never perfect & Perfect women are never real. Her Loves Daddy, Mummy, Johnson & Grace! Faithful friends of mine! Shopping! Eating! Get high with my girlfriends! Ongoing 
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